THE EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER

     I cant believe that he actually was online. You know there is something special when a LDL takes the trouble to contact you. Yes we only chatted, but hell after three years we know each other.  I still find it hard to believe that this guy is still able to give me butterflies, each time we chat.Really would love to do more ( a wank in cyber-space is still a wank, even when you c2c), but alas he is in the UK and I am in Australia.Let me tell you, it still makes this guy very happy...plus other things, but wont mention that.Freakin hell, it is like a Doris Day movie script. 'I'm in love, I'm in love, with a most wonderful gay...no I mean guy.