The door should remain closed!
This is the one thing that I hate about journaling, each time I do it I get to relive the past. Not so much when I am writing about it but when I am trying to relax and do something else! So I had better finish it so I can put it back behind doors that should never be opened! After my daughter had her tonsils out I released that I had spent the better part of a decade working at a job that had no upward mobility so I talked to one of the companies that I bought from in New York and he made me a wonderful offer to come work there. Whoops I have company, more later...
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I have learned to leave the past where it is and I find that I only stress about things that are really important. I do not have the patience for people around me with petty, no important issues that are trivial. I also changed the way I think and I leave nothing unsaid every day.
When I have thought about all the horrible things that happened in my past, it was not as painful as watching the love of my life going through this stroke. Be kind to yourself, sometimes it is very difficult to live with your past, and it has shapped you to whom the very nice man I met here, thankyou Joanne
did you intend to tease us with your cliff hanger lol Eric my cheeky monkey Red will never marry you regardless of your possible wealth lol BUT I WILL PSML!!! but hey its good to clear out the mind !! get rid of the past and live for today is my new motto!!
Oh my friend - don\'t let me push you into something that brings back bad memories. If you are better off leaving things alone - I\'d rather you not put yourself through this - so write only if you feel that you can or want to - ok?
Oh so you just stop....