the demons within are calling

I havent taken any drug since this January but a festival is coming and im getting more and more anxious for the last four years iv always gotten high on the festival. there isnt any heroin available here right now but i can procure some ketamine and a bit of petrol and this phrase just keeps playing in my head like a stuck song its time to go to "petro-kat" land help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!