the death of my nanna, amongst other things.

well.
today, has been one of those days.
cant figure out if its good, if its bad.
my day was fine other than the weather putting me in a bad mood! i hate being  cold!
then i managed too cheer myself up slightly, i did the one thing ive always dreamed of doing.
singing..
i put my karoke machine on and belted out " fields of gold" by eva cassidy.
it made me feel so much better, every emotion i was feeling was put into that song.
and then the final blow hit me....
my nanna died, at the age of 64, with so much of her life ahead of her!
but with so many memories too leave behind!
good and bad, but we always got through the bad ones because as my nanna used too say " family sticks together"
she always kept us going strong, even when we were holding on by the last thread and now shes gone, whos gonna hold us all together?
i guess i'll have too do it! live up too her expectations, better myself and get somewhere in life.
who'd have thought you would be taken away so soon eh beautiful.
you were my everything as you know, and its so hard without you but im trying too struggle on!
just remember one thing
i love you and miss you very much
r.i.p angel
lots of love
your special angel
lacey xxxx