The daydreaming

Mostly all the time I daydream about her. I can't even watch a movie without thinking of her. Last Friday went to go see the movie it . Haven't been to the movies since I was pregnant. There was a teenage girl in the film and they showed her room . It was a messy normal teen girls room . I began to think about her and how she would never have that . I will never see her become a teenager. I would never get into arguments about how her room is so messy. Then after the daydream or thought I became so sad. I'm here in the movie theater about to cry. After the movies my husband asked how was the movie I told him it was great , but I didn't even watch the movie because my mind was somewhere else.