The Day the World Changed

On April 4th is when my world changed forever.  The day I was told I had cancer.  It started with going to the ER with severe lower abdominal pains.  I went in there thinking that I may have had a cyst on my ovary.  They did a pelvic exam and said they were going to order me a CT scan and an ultrasound of my lower abdomen. As the ultrasound tech was doing my ultrasound she asked if  i have ovarian cancer in my family. That should've been the red flag that something was wrong.  When I got back into the room, the doctor came in with a weird look on her face.  She sat down on the bed with me, put her hand on my leg and said "U have cancer. you have a huge mass on your right ovary and its very concerning to us.  We will be sending you to a specialist and he is willing to help you out ( I have no medical insurance). I immediately started crying hysterically and asked the doctor if i was going to die.  She said "I don't know".  That scared me so bad. All I could do was have my Mom hold me and cried "I don't want to die".  That was the worst day of my life.