THE DAY MY WORLD ENDED!!!!

I have gone to two feneral's in one week.Both my brothers passed 4 days apart!!!!My son is still facing 20 years for a first time mistake.All because of drugs and a awful wife.and of cource his own choice to do it in the first place..My man just seems to not care about me or anything other than himself!!  I just can't stand selfish people that thinks only of themselfs and never gives a kind word to anyone!!My goal is to start my own company a in home care buisness..I have always wanted to do this and its time to step out of the comfort zone...I know my father in heaven will provide me with the money and people to work..Everytime I want to drink after 4 years of soberity "I GET ON MY KNEES AND ASK HIM TO NOT LET ME FALL "OH LORD TAKE THIS AWAY"And he does" at times I still cant get thru a day without crying my eyes out"Buy having our father beside me I can; it's easer when he's by your side.Still not all peaches and cream!!But not as many lemons as before!!!

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That is so good Linda! You inspire me, you do. Good luck and prayers to you for your dreams. ((Hugs))