The day is coming

My H is in the Army and currently in Afghanistan, when he left we were trying to work things out but things didnt work out and we are getting a divorce.  His 2 week break is coming, it is in January and he still coming back home to see the kids and his things are still in the house.  One of my friends offer me her house to stay while he is here with the kids and I have all the intentions of staying away and I have been good and strong with the ocassional breakdown but as the day gets closer I found myself scared to get weak in the knees and wanting to hug and kiss him!!!! I miss him so much- is just easier to be strong when he is gone.  I've been really good and I just hope to keep my strenght while he is here.