The Darkness

I am just a drug addicted fiend Abuse drugs like my father did to my motherHit the shit hard, then tell the pills that I love umI am a fucking coward, Drugs my only friendI wish and hope now for this all soon to just endEnd my pain, the drugs reignEnd it all soon please, I beg youPut a gun in my mouth pull the triggerIll save you, The trouble... and slowlyI will do it myselfReach up, grab the drugs of the mother fucking shelf I am pain I am sadness I am destruction tooFall in love with my soul I will destroy you tooI am bad for your health just like second hand smokeLet me stop for a second tie a slip knot in this ropeLet me secure it now around my fucking neckWhen I am dead maybe my Dr's will show some respectfor the pain and suffering that I have to live withIts so bad that I'm scared to even have kidsOne of my biggest dreams and I am scared to go do itBecause I dont know if one day I will wake up and say "screw it""Fuck it all, I am done the darkness has won" End my life And ruin all my kids lives And start the chain all againLeave darkness for all those I love