The burden of guilt

  Guilt is my burden,thou I think it unjustly so.  I feel that they all don't know.  This pain I feel inside my gut.  I want to cry, I just cant, but... I feel this burden way inside.  I drag it down so it can hide.  In places that are so very deep.  Lock away for only me to keep.                 Right now, I feel sad, guilty and ashamed. I feel alone.  I feel regected.  I feel worthless.  I feel less than.  This is how I feel.  It doesnt make it real,but it sure does feel that way.  I wonder why this happen to me?  I wonder every day.  My tears want to be released.  To give my soul some peace.  I cannot cry, and let them go.  Maybe they'll come, I never know.