The Break Up
Well me and brendon ended things... I went over to his house to talk to him and he flew off the hook.. i asked if he wanted to be with me and he said he didn't know. I told him that that answer was good enough for me and it was over.. it was way hard to do but i am glad i did it. we have been growing apart for a long time and stuff. Idk a part of me will always care for him but i am not in love with him anymore.. i realized that i need to focus on me for a while and work on my personal problems. i have been putting everything with me on the back burner and it's starting to wear me down. i know that sounds selfish but i need to work on me for a bit!! i am starting to get a little happier i guess. i hope that the new anti depressants the doctor put me on will work.... i just started them 3 days ago so i guess we will see.
well this is enuff for now.
ttyl
well this is enuff for now.
ttyl
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You are not being selfish, I believe you gave way too much of yourself to him. IT\'s what we have all done. Everyone starts out on thier best behavior wanting nothing more than to please the other person. After a while you become comfortable and all the extra nice comes to a halt. Or you feel you have been doing all the bending and now you would like it recipocated. I hope your summer is a great one! (((HUGS)))
It\'s always tough to end a relationship but sometimes it really is for the better. IT\'s okay to be selfish sometimes. You have to feel good to be able function!! Im so glad that you are finally feeling better :)
well i am in the same place right now i just cant get myself to dumphim. things suck so bad lately and for two years now i have done nothing but be there for him.. so you are not selfish and i 100 % understand