The Break Up

Well me and brendon ended things... I went over to his house to talk to him and he flew off the hook.. i asked if he wanted to be with me and he said he didn't know. I told him that that answer was good enough for me and it was over.. it was way hard to do but i am glad i did it. we have been growing apart for a long time and stuff. Idk a part of me will always care for him but i am not in love with him anymore.. i realized that i need to focus on me for a while and work on my personal problems. i have been putting everything with me on the back burner and it's starting to wear me down. i know that sounds selfish but i need to work on me for a bit!! i am starting to get a little happier i guess. i hope that the new anti depressants the doctor put me on will work.... i just started them 3 days ago so i guess we will see.
well this is enuff for now.
ttyl