the big step.

So finally I brought my wife home 2 years I hid our marriage yes 2 years. For first time i did something right and without lies major step I was scared if things were going to go well if my wife would end up hating me more because I didn't do this sooner and lied like about everything else. My mother was extremely happy and so was my wife and I hope we can all spend more time as a family. I can see things better the stress is lifting and I can finally tell the truth without hesitation. I hope I can continue to be like this for the rest of my life and keep trying and staying focused. It was so stupid to hide stuff and lie. My wife always said I make it more complicated than it is this is marriage would work fine except for the dishonesty if that can fixed permanently and I well die trying works out better. I never in a million years thought being honest would actually benefit me i always thought the opposite and it is so much harder to lie because you have elaborate lies to cover up more lies. Honestly much simpler, better, and can never ever hurt someone which is what I want achieved. So for future it's more family time and continuing working on my marriage to making my family and wife family happy. Got a lot of leg work but I am so excited it's unbelievable I really look forward to what I'll become as progress.