The Begining

It all painfully started when I was 10 years old. My skin was changing and not for the better. Doctor appt after doctor appt....different diagnoses after another. My skin was so bad you could not even give me a hug without ruining my clothes.  Medications after medications, creams after creams, nothing helped. The came the year the doctors started lancing the cysts open, one after another week after week. This has been a never ending process that is truly mentally and phyiscally tiring. Now I am one month away from turning 30 years old and I finally get the answer of what I truly have HS.  Which is still dis-heartening because there is no cure. I have found if I get really mad or stressed with in hours I will brake out very bad.  Thank goodness I have high pain tollerence but man there are days that I just can not handle it. Plus as a person it does not make you feel sexy, and is embarassing. I never really knew that there were so many people that have the same problem as I do.  I am sorry I am happy about it because now I know I am not alone, but sad that others hurt as much as I do.
Thats all for now going to spend time with my family :0)