The beautiful white box...
My husband went to get Austin's ashes today. I was blessed that my baby fought for 2 days to say goodbye to mommy. The contents were his remains, professional photos, the angel outfit he was dressed in, and molds of his hands and feet, and 6 books about grieving and healing. The only reason I know this is because my husband told me. First, I am beyone belief that a hospital takes the time to do this for parents. I was very thankful. I had no idea to the extend of how I would take having my child't remains. I can't look in the box. Everytime I go to open I freak complete out. I have been an evil person to everyone around me. I refuse to let anyone talk to me cus I don't want to hear what they have to say or their opinions. My heart is completely broken because it feels like now its really complete...he is gone..their is proof. I have his social security card, birth, and death certificate. How does your life change within a week...I am beyond sad and seemed to lash out on everyone...Please pray for your DS sister..
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My heart breaks for you. No words can comfort you but know that you are in my thoughts and prayers as you make your way through this terrible time. Xo
My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you feel comforted in the days ahead. I truly can only imagine what you are going through. Please take care of yourself.
Praying.
You are in my prayers...I am so, so sorry for your loss and the pain you are feeling. Please lean on your family and your DS sister\'s for support.
You are in my prayers...I am so, so sorry for your loss and the pain you are feeling. Please lean on your family and your DS sister\'s for support.
I can do nothing except pray that you feel people\'s love coming towards you like a warm hug. Be gentle with yourself, and know people care.
oh my dear, sweet friend my thoughts and prayers are with you. don\'t worry about anyone else, all that matters is you and taking care of you and grieving any way you need to. praying for you my friend.
I am praying deeply for you sis. Psalm 121
Demetria
Prayers daily for you and your family...I can\'t even imagine...BIG HUGS! Luv, Christie
BTW..don\'t worry about others feelins right now...just take care of you!
This is a major step towards healing. I remember going to pick up Annaya\'s Ashes. My heart ached... I cried all the way to the mortuary and openly sobbed on the way home. I hold her and sing to her from time to time.
Hugs!!!
N.
Hugs and prayers