The Awakening of Me

Diagnosed back in 2012 with HIV, was a day i will not to soon forget for it was on feb 1st of that year my life changed forever like most i was freaked out by everything that was going on at the time but with alot of research and prayer i was able to make it thru, i still after all this time have my days of good and bad but i think we all do but i try not to let that stop me from still being human even at times when i dont really feel human i feel more like a bad ad for meds most of the time for after getting thru that then they came back and threw the big C word at me yep of all things Cancer AML, and not even barely get into 2018 i wind up in the ER from having a major heartattack and having to go thru heart surgery so yet again im like man do i ever get a break ,so as it stands right now i am dealing with a whole lot of things going on in my life and trying so very hard to remain positive thru all of this, but thats just some of who i am i cant even begin to list all the things i enjoy or hobbies and such for it would take me all day for im for the most part a busy body cant sit still for very long type of person lol ...