thats what i think about that
Worried of my sick, elderly, cat----long wait for tomorrow to vet, so I started throwing away stuff as way to cope....beats getting drunk.
Threw away some ancestor's paperwork, including death certificate of lowlife grandfather who died 10 years before I was born. I did scan such stuff, and put it onto a disc, but I ripped up the origonal paperwork and flushed it down the toilet, with a "thats what I think about that."
All i have is my elderly cat for family and friend, as pathetic as that is. My lowlfie, gutter, parents had their own family and friends----which is why they ignored me, when not bad mouthing me. So, the only way I can cope now, all by myself, is to throw away such paperwork of people I never even met, including a 1934 letter in Slovak----not as though anybody to translate such stuff for me, or to even show such stuff to.
Getting harder and harder for me to just...exist. I dont live, I exist, which is how I've...survived (vs lived) most of my life.
There are two sets of cats outside my apartment for me to worry of, and feed, but today I even had to tell two of them, "I dont feel good", as i biked to store for myself, and then fed them, though less than usual, cause I just cant handle all this, at least right now.
Threw away some ancestor's paperwork, including death certificate of lowlife grandfather who died 10 years before I was born. I did scan such stuff, and put it onto a disc, but I ripped up the origonal paperwork and flushed it down the toilet, with a "thats what I think about that."
All i have is my elderly cat for family and friend, as pathetic as that is. My lowlfie, gutter, parents had their own family and friends----which is why they ignored me, when not bad mouthing me. So, the only way I can cope now, all by myself, is to throw away such paperwork of people I never even met, including a 1934 letter in Slovak----not as though anybody to translate such stuff for me, or to even show such stuff to.
Getting harder and harder for me to just...exist. I dont live, I exist, which is how I've...survived (vs lived) most of my life.
There are two sets of cats outside my apartment for me to worry of, and feed, but today I even had to tell two of them, "I dont feel good", as i biked to store for myself, and then fed them, though less than usual, cause I just cant handle all this, at least right now.
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Breathe! Take what joy you can in helping the kitties. They need us humans so badly!
thanks, but i\'m too messed up seeing my old cat go from chair to chair, to try to sleep...bought my first bottle of wine for the year a few mintues ago.
thank you, troJanThunder, but i\"m a mess.
I know. Im still a mess from having Claudia put down. I will miss her until the day I die. Grief is the price we pay for love.
I\'m sorry to hear about your pet, TroJanThunder.
Thankfully, the one millionth false alert for my cat...broncial trouble, hopefully...with a steroid shot...though still have to see how he recuperates.
Thanks. It was last May. I still get chocked up when I see something that reminds me of her. Im glad you still have some time with your kitty.
The three I have left are 20 17 and 11. The 11 yo will not accept another cat in HER house!=) So maybe no more cats for us. I want to get another like my little bear SO badly but since I will be getting up there myself by the time Thunder passes...... Well you know!
Claudia was a teeny tiny female cat who never weighed more than six pounds. She looked like a tiny kitten all her life and she was covered in 4 inch long hair
I know exactly how you feel, including how you want to get a cat that looks just like the cat you lost, and a cat that wont let another cat into the gang.
Back in 2006, I got a cat from the shelter that looked like the one I lost---turned out the new cat guarded the litterbox, and my elderly cat got sick from it, along with ungodly 2 in the morning sounds of the two cats fighting.
Cats and their owners...I\'m so glad my elderly cat stunk up the litter box this morning, like old times;)
Thanks again, for your reply. Take care.
Best of luck with your 3 kitty kats.
Haha, enjoy your stink!