That i hate my familly

everytime something things happens it allways my fault they all treat me like the fuck up the familly and it started  when my father  broke are familly  in 1997  of march is when he left  the familly started changing little by littel and csa got involed because of my sister boyfriend at the time put his hand on my brother trought  and he then ran to call my dad who then call csa  and then early in the mourning the ottawa police department shows up at my home to pull us out of bed to take us to are dad house of which i did not want to live there and there lawyer lied in court saying that we did want to live there wich was not true ,
then my father refused signed papers to my child tax papers  so i could not get the money he stole from me , then last x-mas the familly fight started when my sisters boyfriends mother got into my conversation whit my mother so i told buzz off politely
and she flip out on me so i told her to fuck off and then walk out
now they all make excuses to make sure that i could not make the familly supper for x-mas now as far as i am conserd i have no familly except my mother