That feeling....

Was just looking at someone's post on a discussion and then I was scrolling through my "Epilepsy Awareness" board on Pinterest.... when suddenly tears started ....  I got this overwhelming feeling... of how I felt after my last grand-mal (a year ago) when I opened my eyes and was on my bathroom floor... and tried to pull myself up.. but couldn't.
That feeling is burned in my mind.. every emotion heightened and on edge... The complete and utter feeling of helplessness and nobody around. I can't even explain the feeling of behind so scared and not having any strength to stand. My brain new what happened, but didn't know how to process it yet. 
That scared feeling..... will always be in my mind...