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Thankyou all my friends for your lovely kind words of support... I treasure each and every one of you..... I am very mixed up emotionally and feel like a yo yo..... One minute I'm so so, and the next I'm a blubbering idiot! I put my dogs picture on my screen of my phone and stare at her for hours tearing up... I need to see her. I'm dreading going home 2 bury my poor little girl.... But she will have my other beloved dog there to keep her company who was also hit by a car 3 years ago.... Life is so cruel!!!! I wish that I knew what different breeds were in her so I could get another like her.... I would do anything to have her back.... On another sad note, we r off today to pick out.a casket for my mum in law... In case anyones curious her name was Lila, what a beautiful name she had..... I almost wish I could have had another child and would have named her that..... Is it sick to name my next female dog lila? It might be tough for my hubby.....? We have to pick out her clothes 2 wear also, so so sad that she didn't have the time to plan for herself.... Xxx I miss her so... The funeral is tomorrow at 2 so here goes........ Love you all, and take care and God bless. Xxxxx. Shazz XX

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i hope you get through tomorrow ok, its a good that you and your hubby have each other to lean on right now. and i think its a wonderful idea to name a new pet lila. that is a beautiful name! my mothers best friend past away a few years ago from cancer and her daughters name is lila too! i other then her i had never heard of it before:) very good idea. very special i think. i was thinking the same for my best friend, her name was actually the same as mine, danielle, lol, but her favorite dogs name was roxy so when i get another dog that will be her name too. well i have been thinking of you the past few days and i am sending you well wishes. please take care, daniele:)
shazzca
shazzca

Hey there , wow you r such a sweet friend... I\'m so lucky to have met you on here.... So so glad that I joined this website!! That\'s so sad about you\'re best friend dying and how hard it hit you, it must have been so tragic to end her life so soon.... Its makes a person feel so cheated!that\'s a great idea about looking for signs and omens to help me with my mourning.... Very good idea.. I will try and see what happens tho it will ill me to go home and not be greeted by her when we go home Thursday... Its will be so empty! Our vet bill is already at over five hundred! You know what? While I was in that in between period of not quite awake but not asleep totally this morning..... I saw my dog happily bounding over to see me her tail sticking up and her tongue out and she jumped up on my lap, looked up at me and then in my head but not from her mouth, she said simply its ok....... That made me feel so much better..... It comforted me a little.,,,
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Hi Sharon. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I know that tomorrow will be very difficult for you and coming home as well. I understand about making all the plans. When my mom died, it was so hard! Here we all were grief stricken and yet we had to pick out the casket, what she would wear, etc. We were all so numb from our pain, that I felt like it was auto pilot making those decisions. I didn\'t care what she wore... all I knew was that she was gone and I missed her so much. Lean on each other during this time and know that she is an Angel now, watching over everyone she loves dearly. I love the name Lila!!! It truly is beautiful and I think a very fitting name for your next dog. Lila was telling you the right thing... it is going to be ok. I too, believe in signs and they will be everywhere. You just have to be open and aware. Shortly after my mom died, I was going to visit my Dad. There is a long, very high bridge to cross to get to his house. I became very upset driving over this bridge, as this was to be the first visit there without my mom in the house. Suddenly, there was the most beautiful double rainbow going over the bridge. This bridge is very high in the air, but the rainbows were perfectly placed over the bridge with each end touching the water below. It was breathtaking... I began to smile and feel that my mom was sending that to me. I had the warmest sensation come over me, and I felt that everything would be ok. A friend recommended a book to me about the signs that appear after a loved one passes. It is called Walk Through Clouds by James Van Pragh. I haven\'t read it yet, but it might help you. Please take care and know that you are not a blubbering idiot. Tears are showing your love for them. Allow them to flow, just as you allowed your love for them to flow out.

Hugs,
Terri
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Hi Sharon!!! Sorry for the late response...I know what your family have gone through about the loss of your love ones.hope your ok by now.I\'m praying for you always. take care...
shazzca
shazzca

Thankyou so much my sweet friends..... Its a very hard time indeed and I will deffinately be looking for signs of them all around me... I hope that I find a few..... Thankyou for you\'re prayers, they r really appreciated.... More than you know.... We are heading back home today and then we will just have to bury our beloved little dog tomorrow... God bless you all and take care, your friend Sharon xxx