Thanksgiving is over

Thanksgiving was not to bad, i had to do all the cooking and i had a house full of people, but i missed Michael completely.  I am not crying all the time now just feel all alone.  I feel disconnected from everything i am use to.  I feel off balance and  have no place to be.  I don't feel like moveing on, going anywhere or doing anything i am just lost.  I think i am going to have to go thru these feeling to move on.  I guess in time i will get a life.  Keep me in your prayes.