Thanks To ALL
Thank you all for all the support u have given me,Hugs,Prayers,Flowers and presents.U all are great people I wish we all would of met under different circumstances, but we didn't we are all so heartbroken I'm missing Justin today seems to increase as the days go on he loved fall and spring and as I'm outside walking around hearing the leaves crackale under my feet. I think of him trying to hold back tears of heartache.What a journey I've been on it never ends it's almost like being haunted.Even though he was a grown man he was my baby boy in my eyes.The pain is still so intense I have to make myself breathe.I don't know what I'm doing here my family just keeps me going.Even though I don't want to. This will never go away and I don't know if I want to live this way.Well shoot I'm crying can't see the keyboard so will go for now and try to collect my shitty life togather for tommorrow.Peace,Vicky
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Vicky, We all have been there. There are still days after 14 years that I miss Bobby so much that it hurts bad. But I also know he would not want me to be this way. So I am looking forward to the day that I can see him again in heaven...Love & hugs, Connie
We do what we do...we go on. Love and hugs...Karen
Vicky, you still have a part of him and he lives in his children, Braden and Heaven. Love them like there is no tomorrow.
We are together and we understand. Walking with you on little step at a time. Love, Lucille
Vicky,
I think of Rich as my baby also, he would be 31 next month and he will forever be my little boy. Hugs, Inga
Vicky I know the pain and even though it has been 3 years I still think about Martin every waking moment. I want my son back so bad that it is just not fair.
Hang in there Vicki! You have plenty of support here at DS to help you. I know you love Justin and miss him , but life goes on and so WILL you! Go hug your daughters and husband and grandson-lean on them for support when the going is tough. God bless:0)
Not trying to sound too tough-just want you to keep o trying and don\'t give up! Life is worth living! Justin would want you to keep on going. Love you:0)