Thanks for the Memories-July 12th,2008

Today I went to the warehouse sale and it was just fantastic.I got 4 books and 2 records and it cost me $2.72 cents! In seattle,we have a wonderful store it is called Half Price Books and every year they open their warehouse and for two days have a sale.All of the books are 1.00 and all of the records are .25.Vinyl is coming back in seattle and in a store here called Fred Meyer you can get the 33s.But I havent have a victoraal.I had to give it away but music is where it is with me and I won the cd of Guns N Roses-Appetitte for Destruction which is 20 years old and one of their best.I do not have a Cd player as of yet..I cannot afford it.So it will be piling up and I have got my wonder ful sond..Nirvana.I did not want to leave my home where I lived for 45 years.I wanted to stay but after the death of my father..well my mother got and grew to be impossible.I will always love my mother and I do remember some of the good times.I never will forget her and I know that she was lost after my fathers death..but so was I. I will never get over the death of my father or my brother.I have to be very realisistic and I have to be let it known.I have to let people know about this.But I am not like some of the people that you read about.Noone knows how I feel inside and the only people that will know is the support group.Being a founder has been my dream and I will try to do a good job.I read everyday and exercise and you will never hear me give advice or such.I will just e mail people when i hear from you and such.My aunt e mailed me and she is in pain.In Feburary of this year..my cousin died.Anthony was 60 and he was waiting for the kidney transplant.But noone was found for him and he did not make it.He was a very happy person and we were in my other aunts wedding.He was a very good friend and I will miss him and I know that he is talking baseball with my brother Frank and they are around the table with a Budweiser watching the baseball game.Thanks,Frank!