Thanks, and today,.

Hello,..  Im going to Email some folks who came to my rescue here, but I wanted to put it in my journal also for those who might not of felt like speaking,..  I want to thank everyone for makeing me feel less Lonely,.. I still feel it's very strange, and Im not sure if anyone could understand,. this feeling,.. Maybe I should mention it to the doctor but Teresa is with me now adays with the Doctor and I feel I can't say some things in front of her,.. Yes this feeling,.. I guess it's cause I miss Carole So much, but I feel so Empty and Lonely alot of the time and it just frusterates me cause I feel Im wierd cause Teresa is Here for me, Why do I feel this way, that Im all alone when she is right here for me, I guess cause I feel I can't talk to her about my feeling and Missing Carole so Much, cause I feel it will make her feel bad that she is not Enough to solve my problems..Lord knows she tries so hard to be good enough for me, and I feel she is, she does so much for me, she is Physically able, so she does, just the little things like taking out the trash and bringing the things to the curb are big things to me it's a great help,.. but I still have this feeling, isn't it strange..  Well, about the computer,.. you all were right that things just manage to fix themselves sometimes I guess, we never did call Customer Service,.. My dad called the next day and he did a test with his computer and found battery life on a Laptop depends on the Laptops Performance, it can have a drain, I still think I need a New Battery but Ive put things behind me, it does charge back up and is a little problem, drains overnight a little then charges up when I plug it in. but dad says Batteries are not covered under warantee your on your own with that,.. as I say it just drains a little overnight then charges back up and stays charged usually till it sits overnight again, so right now, not a big problem. Walmart was sticking by the 14 days policy, the lady was so Smug she said See it's printed right here on your reciept,. yes I guess it was but I was so Stupid I didn't read the reciept Message... We thought it was sold to me used also, but figured out that the lady at Toshiba must of been in Error when she said my warantee ended in April, made it seem there was an existing warantee on it but others clarified it was Feb of next year and that the machine was built in December so could not of been sold last year.. Im upset about work I can't do anything about it, but tonight the manager wanted me to see what grades she gave me and printed out the paper and left it on the printer, she gave me a 4 out of 5 in overall impression of Supervisor, < ME > why was I not given a 5,-- Excellent, I got a 4- Above Advarage which my company feels is just not good enough, should get a 5 they say,.. so Im upset,.... I really don't know why I can't have a 5 Here, it's happened before where Ive gotten even a lower score, I rarely know what they put down, usually they close the box before I can see it and don't print it, but this lady felt I should see it,.. Hmmm... I want to be looked at as being Good,... even the best maybe, but I don't know how to do that,..  Michael