Thankful for another day!
I just want to be greatful for the things I have. and try and work hard for the things I want. I woke up this morning with a really strong craving to get drunk, but I did not. I am hoping that feeling will go away eventually. Last night I was annoyed with my boyfriends good mood, and he was getting on my nerves because he was singing lol. That is no reason to get annoyed with someone, but I was kind of mad that I didnt have anything to drink. I hope my attitude improves. People can't tell I am mad or annoyed when they look at me because I have mastered the art of deception :) I can pretend like I am ok when I'm not. Hiding my feelings is something I really want to get past as I have done it since I was a child. Well I'm finishing my coffee and about to get out of my apt. Whoever reads this I am wishing you a great weekend! xoxoxo
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Dear Campy,
Good for you! You recognized that you were really mad at something else and didn\'t blast the B/F. Yes, this feeling will pass but it does take time. Try and be patient. If it was easy then anyone could do it and they can\'t! Eric
Thanks and I do recognise when I am mad for no good reason, I just try to keep it to myself so I don\'t hurt anyone just because I am feeling miserable. H e has his own issues with going to iraq 3 times so I don\'t need to add to it. We are both dealing with different things, and try to remain positive no matter what! I hope your weekend is going well so far xxx