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Thankyou all my friends for your lovely kind words of support... I treasure each and every one of you..... I am very mixed up emotionally and feel like a yo yo..... One minute I'm so so, and the next I'm a blubbering idiot! I put my dogs picture on my screen of my phone and stare at her for hours tearing up... I need to see her. I'm dreading going home 2 bury my poor little girl.... But she will have my other beloved dog there to keep her company who was also hit by a car 3 years ago.... Life is so cruel!!!! I wish that I knew what different breeds were in her so I could get another like her.... I would do anything to have her back.... On another sad note, we r off today to pick out.a casket for my mum in law... In case anyones curious her name was Lila, what a beautiful name she had..... I almost wish I could have had another child and would have named her that..... Is it sick to name my next female dog lila? It might be tough for my hubby.....? We have to pick out her clothes 2 wear also, so so sad that she didn't have the time to plan for herself.... Xxx I miss her so... The funeral is tomorrow at 2 so here goes........ Love you all, and take care and God bless. Xxxxx. Shazz XX