Thankful
I am very thankful for another day with my wonderful husband. We are still living a good life. I love the times we spend just sharing our feelings, which I feel is extremely important. Secrets are like termites destroying the foundation of a marriage. As long as I have him and we can stay close, I will be happy. The fear of losing him, is my greatest problem, which I know is the battle I face with trying to stay happy now. I know that fearing the future can destroy the happiness of today. This is what I am trying to overcome. We are both at the age ,I feel, that we must learn how to die an order to learn how to live. A strong faith in God, I am sure, is the only way to achieve this, and we must both strive to keep it.
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Hi Birdy, I decided soon after a was diagnosed with this distractive disease , that i will live every day like it was my last and live my life the best way i can. that is what i have been doing. I worried about the same thinks as you do. I just hope that I will be the first one to go, because my husbands health is better then mine. I too have strong faith in God and know the rite think will be done. So stay strong my friend. Heave good time living and when the time comes, my wish and prayer is that you go with your dignity intact. Zlatica