thank you to friends on here and an update

this site really makes me feel like i am not so alone.  thank you for all the words of support, I find it so helpful.  and it means so much to me.  my moods keep flipping all the time still i think i am crying more now.  i finally finished all my continuing education and reapplied for all my certifications with the state.  i handled the creepy guy at work that was touching everybody.....i dont think he will bother me or anyone around me again.  i took him into the supervisors office and confronted him to his face and told him i wont tolerate any of that behavior and he was a liability to the city so that is on record.  now it is time to just really handle stuff with dad.....i miss him so much i really keep thinking he is not gone.   my daughters best friends house burnt down this week too. i was on the call no person was hurt but we did do cat cpr...they died 4 cats and got the dogs out we gave them oxygen but i think they will be ok thank goodness noone was home it was rolling really quick and i feel real bad for her and her family.  the actual structure is fixable and there were a couple rooms saved.