Thank you my dear friends

for all your sweet messages and prayers.  You all are so wonderful to me and I am so lucky to have found this amazing site.  Getting your messages and prayers just touched me more than you can know and I wish I could give each and every one of you a great big hug in person. The funeral was today and as you can imagine, it was the worst funeral I have ever attended.  I don't think there are any tears left for me to shed.  My precious cousin Barry is holding up like a trooper.  His wife was put on Zoloft by her dr. and she seemed pretty out of it (which I would want to be too).  As someone who is longing so much for a child, I can not imagine the pain she is going through right now.  I've never seen that little of a casket in my life.  It was such a emotional day but it was good to fellowship with family I haven't seen in years.   Just a shame that this tragedy brought us together.  I'm worn out but just wanted you all to know how much your thoughtfulness means to me! Love you all!Shannon