Thank God

My last journal was private, however lets jus say I was horrible and whiney.  Life was hard that day.  And thank God that every day is a little different.  Truly, most people, given a day in my life, would think that it was a great day.  Between being challenged to stay positive, not get angry or frustrated, and the pain, I don't think most people could just step into our shoes for a day.  And I am challenged to live beyond my circumstances.  There are days that I think I just don't want to live like this, but I don't have a choice.  So, I strive to live beyond my circumstances.  I choose to look for blessings in each day.  Most days I actually succeed.  So, I give myself grace and forgiveness for the days I fail.  I will not succumb to fear.  I will not let the enemy win.  I will not let my circumstances steal my joy.