th absurdity of bipolar

Just when i thought i was able to run with the horses and ride that beautiful wave, here i go getting depressed again.  The hope that i still have is that I believe this time my Pdoc. may be on the right track with the meds but maybe i need another boost of it. I was starting to feel better in a "different" more functional way this time and I was becoming hopeful again.What the fuck is wrong with me?well i know what it is and its the stinking disease of bipolar and I have had enough......quite disgusted right now with it all.

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l feel so much the same My meds are ok, yet i am still trying to stop the cycling but its slowing down some...stay hopeful, functional is a great start..love you
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Don\'t give up hope. The right cocktail is out there - it just takes five million years to find it :/ But when you find it you know it and you\'ll be glad you didn\'t give up.
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well I think WE are you\'re new cocktail! we make you smile(I hope!)breathe deep,luv ya babe!
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hang in there hun
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You\'ll be alright gurl, bipolar is depressing and you\'ll get thru the rough times. Just believe in Jesus and u will