terrified

i dont know if this is what i mean to do but i was tould that i have to have sugery it was meant to be this year but due to the virus its next may i know that most people on this site have bigger problems than scolosis sugery but its really scary as im a dnacer and i am really worried about the op going wrong and me not being able to dnace or walk again and the fact that people tell me that its going to be okay when theres a chance that its not could anybpody whos havd the sugery get in touch as im freaking out and im not sure if i should have it because it keeps me up at night 

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