Terrible Week

Its been a bad week for me. I've lost a dear friend ,this friend was a teacher of mine through out high school. I do feel guilty because i never got to thank her for what she has done for me. I'm going to be attending her funeral and i already know i am going to break down and cry. She has always asked how i was. I feel terrible for her family. Last night i went out with some friends and at first it was going great, i was having fun but at the time of closing thats where things got bad. I got my feelings hurt again and i stormed out. My friend who i usually talk about , who has been treating me bad, calls me and asks me why i stormed out, i told her i just wanted to leave and she told me i should of told her, first, i dont think i should, i have no reason to report to her. I have no obligation to her. Earlier before the drama, i asked her if she wanted to go to the services for our teacher this weekend and she said yes. But after my feelings got hurt, i told another friend i rather go with him , so then my friend who called me is upset about that but i didnt let her know that she pissed me off. She has no reason to be mad, because she has been doing alot of damage to this friend ship, why do i owe her anything? I dont owe her an apology, I wanted to see the good in her , i wanted to give her another chance but its blowing up in my face. Well thankfully i finally got around to making an appointment with my counselor, so i hope she can tell me what i should do, because i dont know anymore.