Terrible Valentines day!
Let's see where to start and maybe by writing this down somewhere here I will have learned something. The day before Valentines was beautiful here in Michigan so my husband and I took a drive downtown and went to eat at the casino.I guess being out takes my mind off of the kidney surgery that I will be going through next month. Well I brought my money which I have saved since Christmas and spend it all. Then my husband's cell phone fell in the toilet there. To replace that phone would cost six hundred dollars. I know he is not saying much because he knows I am very depressed right now. Spent all of Valentines Day in bed and didn't even eat. The thought of this surgery is making me do such destructive things. I don't know how I am going to walk in that hospital door this time. The lastime the surgery was so bad I told myself I would rather die then go through this again but the doctor told me for sure I would end up with kidney failure.This was the worse Valentines Day for me ever. Now I just want this depression to go away!
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I truly am sorry to hear that you are down at this time. Hopefully today is going much better for you. Take care and keep smiling.
I\'m sorry you had such a bad day yesterday. It makes sense that you would be stressed about having surgery again. It is a blessing that you have the opportunity to avoid kidney failure, but I know that\'s little consolation when you\'re facing such a difficult procedure. I hope you are able to stay strong and keep trying to fight the depression. You\'re in my thoughts. Hugs, Judy