Temptation arises

Journal entry 12,
i have been writing a book as a catharsis, this has worked very well so far it is bringing back repressed memories which have been hard to deal with but sometimes i feel that with the pressures of my father plus the constant reminders from by book I feel like my eating disorder is raising at times or at least lingering more, i have been so far but I do have certain amount of fear for it.