Temp Fix
Well after thinking about it for the past 2 day's,I think that the best way for me to make everyone happy is stay in TN for now till Courtney graduates(26 months) and go to MS to check on parent's and help them once every season atleast,we are going in October (for my nephew's daughter to be born)and then of course at Christmas,then maybe like March,June,August(for anniversary of Pat's going to heaven)(2nd annv) go in October again and of course December.So actually would go maybe 5 times a year,It's a good thing my parent's helped me get that chevy malibu,doesn't eat gas like my 97 t-bird did(does)lol. That will give me time to get this place totally fixed and when we decide to move back to MS on a final basis,I can rent it out or if Courtney decides to stay in TN then atleast she will have a roof over her head.As for how thing's are going,I guess you could say as well as can be expected,still no job,still no money to fix this place,Am I worried? not really,the Lord will take care of it,in his time ,not mine.I need to get that lesson through my head,really what is there to worry about?either you are going to live or you are going to die,right?well if you are right with the Lord then you will go to heaven and be reunited with your loved ones,not to mention Jesus,so I give up on worrying on all my problems,I give the problem's to Jesus,he can handle them alot better than me.
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Mary, this is what the Lord was waiting for you to feel. To have a peace in your situation, where ever you are in status right now. He wants you to be content so you can now focus on Him and others whom he will put in your path. Your journal is testimony in helping others to see how at peace they to can be, if they just trust God and surrender the problems to him.
Hugs & God Bless,
Judy