teeth

I dream of him every night still.  They are mostly nightmares.  When I wake up I find the last crunch of grinding my teeth.  I check the mirror to see if I've broken any as my mouth is screaming in pain.  I had to go to an emergency dental appointment because I was almost over dosing on ibuprofen.  I got fitted for upper and lower night guards to wear constantly.  I'm grinding and clenching.  It's funny and I don't mean that in a laughable way, but funny that every part of my life has been affected by this.  I find no relief even in my sleep.....