Tears

 I just realized something this morning as I was updating my WRAP plan for the coming week. This really happened to me, I really had a nervous breakdown and spent the last 8 years recovering. Not just recovering, but learning an entirely new way to live. I've changed so much, inside and out. I'm thankful, I've been crying this morning, not because I'm in a bad way, but because of the reality that I'm in a better place than I could have ever hoped to be. I'm thankful for all the people who have loved me, supported me, been firm with me, cried with me, let me yell, cry, melt down, stayed with me, visited me in the hospital. And I'm thankful that Jesus never gave up on me, even when I gave up on Him. So I'll cry and laugh today, because I can.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

mental health is a most serious matter. i think america does a great job of providing mental health services to individuals and families. i endured a divorce during my first tx. was ordered to attend 26 weeks of anger management. hell yea i was angry. it was a great program provided for only 20 bucks a week. good luck to you, bob
Willowisp58
Willowisp58

Thanks Bob. I\'m so glad I found this site, I know I will use it much in the months to come.
Willowisp58
Willowisp58

It\'s already a long week and it\'s only Tuesday. I\'m training to be a facilitator for WRAP, Wellness Recovery Action Program. I started using it in 2006, and it is a mainstay in my life. But learning how to share it is a whole different ballgame. I knew I\'d get tired, so I\'ve done a lot of self-care, but still.....