Talking with God

I have been experiencing a transformation in my life in the most powerful way. I've found out that God has lived with me and protected and nurtured me throughout my life.  I am feeling joy like never before.  I had a slight crisis yesterday but the pain was not the serious illness I feared, thank God truly.  In my drugged state from the pain pills I must have said things hurtful to one I care for, and I truly regret whatever it was that happened, I honestly don't know, just a foggy memory.