Talking more to family about what is going on

Well, no infusion today. The clinic called and said that they did not have any spare medication for me. Blah!
My parents know everything that is going on with my marriage. Mostly because I had to borrow some of the money to help pay the lawyer but also because they have been witness to his alcoholism. I told my siblings at Thanksgiving that I had filed but didn't say much else. The only thing they were surprised about was that it took me so long to file.
My brother called me this evening and we had a really nice conversation about it all. He said he would not tell me I was making the right choice or wasn't but that he was there if I needed anything. Made me feel not so alone!
Today was not a good Lupus day. My hips are killing me and both knees and ankles and elbows feel like they are shooting fireballs out of them. I had a bad flareup of the Raynauds in my hands but once I got them warmed up it was ok. I am wearing my fuzzy frog slippers to keep my tootsies warm so they don't flare with the Raynauds.