Talking about MY Child Molestion ((( May Trigger )))

Friday, Around 4 p.m. My Mom & I went to see DJ at the Hospital. Well, My Mom, Her Best Friend & I felt the room. I was going to heat up a Sandwich for My Mom so We had to go Down stair. My Mom's Best Friend stayed in the waiting room, She was really tired & Her feet were hurting. So when I came Back We started tolking about things. DJ' s other Grandma went into CCU to see How DJ was doing. Well, She didn't stay Long. After She Left My Mom's Best Friend & I started talking again. She brought Up about Her Grandsons being Molested by the other side of the Family. It was DJ Great - Granddad that had Molested Him & His Brother. Well, I told Her about what had happened to Me when I was between 10 - 12 & 15 - 18 but not in detail.
Well the conversation stopped for a Minute then when We got into the Room. My Mouth open up again & finished the Conversation in DJ CCU Room. Which should not have Happened. BUT after I told them what had happened to me ( Not in Detail ) I felt really relieved. But I felt Bad that I said it in DJ' s Room.
God Bless Each & Everyone that is going through Hell but it does get alot Better. Thanks in Advance for Reading My Journal.