Taking it one day at a time...
Well woke up today a little on edge as usual. But I kicked myself into gear, and made it to work. The no contact seems to be going well, but I still miss him. I guess I will for a while. I am doing all the right things, even my therapist said to me yesterday that I am doing well. But I still feel like crap on the inside. Even if I put on a smile, its hard. I can only take it day by day, and know in time it will get a little easier.
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Congrats! Any time u can feel even a little better is a victory and affirmation your moving forward, right? :)
Yes it is... But I still miss him. Just gotta keep my head up
I completely understand what you are feeling. You were healing and getting over him, and then you get sucked back in to the world of wishing your family was still intact and that he will be with you again.
I didnt realize that you were doing no contact. I really think that this is what is best for you as he is the one who broke up the family and honestly, he lost the right to have you in his life.
I am truly sorry you are in this incredibly difficult situation as his illness just complicates everything. I am so glad that you are in therapy though. You are doing the right things to heal and we are behind all the way!!
Good luck, and hope you have a better day!!
Huggsss
Sandy