TAKE THIS INTO MIND!!!!!!!!!!

Life, it comes and goes rather our time be short or it be long. Many can try to end it but if its not our time to go there will always be something to stop it. People do different things to cope with thing rather they cut, self medicate, draw , what ever it may be but i will say this, Self medicateding and cutting only leaves deeper scares not only to our body but it makes a deeper on our mental state. I have ex-freinds who cut and over the years they become so addicted that they end up with so many that now they are unable to come out and enjoy thier life due to the scars on the outside. The mental mind is a hard box to open and if you are scared inside and outside it makes it hard after awhile to accept ourselves because we began seeing the scars in adifferent way due to the mental scars on the inside, makes it harder to think people wont judge. Same thing goes for self medicating. It not only scars our insides but eventually scars our outsie. 

People may think theres a differnce between the two but theres really no. It affects us the same, rather one start from the outside in or the inside out. If you can take a second from splitting the hairs maybe you can see it. The main impact of them both is the mental scars, They eventually shut us down from the outside world to where we go out and be normal because we not only have issues thinking what others will think cause now mentally we dont act as we did before, we dont go out like we did. but not only the inside one but when it comes down to its the outside label we have piut upon ourselves. Thats all comes what a core thought. 

If we can change our core thoughts and not worry about waht the next person thinks, then we can eventually over come the inside scars. It takes time, alot of time but seld healing and self care can do wonders which ive learned over time. Some may say im wrong but actually im rite. SELFCARE is the first step to bettering our lifes. The second is to over come what we "may think someone thinks about us", When really thatis meaningless "what others think about us" that is. If we allow ourselves to live where we go off what people think about us then honestly youll be stuck in the direction the rest of your life. Take what you may think the thought is about you and use it, change it to what you want people to think about you. If you want people to think of you as a good person then no matter what gets thrown at you take it and show them what you really want them to see, dont continue to show them what they want to see. 

People get off on seeing other people suffer or causing emotional pain in others but if we end the chain of cycle and use it for our on self being and turn it into good then we will no longer feed these people. They will become what you once was and then maybe you can show them a little care and then help them over come the problem. We cant help eeryone but we can help ourselves and one another, And if the cause is big enough then you may not only change on person you may be able to change a big part of the people in our lives as well.

Just because im a addict doesnt mean i have to continue to be one, Just because i cut to so called "take the pain away" does not mean i have to continue. Just because someone tells you to jump off the bridge doesnt mean you have to but you can take the knife, drugs or what ever that is overtakeing your life and throw that off the bridge. If we can do that and so people whats behind that book cover well in due time more and more people will see what we are doing and it works, hopefully that will be enough to put a more big of push in some people to give a different push not the pushthat going to make us cut more or take more pills but the push that shows that people arent what they seem to be that people in our situtations can get better can change can overcome what ever is thrown at us.

The more people that can show change give more hope than ever to the ones that think there is no hope at all. 

With this post it shows me that all shit ive gone thru its made me stronger because ive never gave up well at time i did but i kept fighting and kept pushing. It take a whimp to set around and do nothing or it takes a whimp to say hey there is no hope for you, youll always be that way. If that the case why are any of us here??????????/

No of us are whimps, we are fighters , we are they caring supporting people that the world should be .

If we can better ourselves and better the people that bring us down , hell we could end up changeing the world by just showing hey we can do it so can you. 

I really hope this post hits home for some one cause some one on here is ment to read this 

BIG HUGS AND SUPPORT