Take 2 at journals :)

Hey guys! 

i am super sorry. I am really going to try to journal every day (or at least weekly) 

Heres a quick update!

1) ive recently gotten back in touch with one of my old friends. ive missed talking to him.

2) i had to loes a friendship. This guy (my friend) told me we needed to stop talking becuase (and here i quote directly) he "wanted his life to be important, and i dont fit nto that." 

how messed up is that?!?! then two days later he came crawling back, saying he wnts to be my fried again and hes sorry..... Sorry but NO. You mess with my head so im not gonna talk to you anymore. 

3) ive started writting music. its not to good yet. But its getting there.

4) im exploring new things. New friendships, adventures, relationships. im exploring the idea of peace. im tryig to let go of my pain so i can feel something more. I have tried the whole peace thing..... and i like it. I think im going to stay here. 

If you get anything from reading this journal. This very random and sloppy journal. get this. 

Life is to short to be angry all of the time. Let go of the pain. let go of the bitterness. Its really not worth it. and its so much better on this side of the fence you guys. Just love.