swimming, swimming, swimming...

Up and down and down and up and up and down and catastrophe and miracle and catastrophe and miracle... Such is my life. I'm dizzy for all the flipping and flopping.  Prom and graduations and new babies and new jobs and lost jobs and lay offs and court cases and new houses and moving away leave me alone and  I hate you I love you Fuck you Thank you Help me Don't help me... Sigh... Sounds like LIFE, right? Yeah. It's just life. But it feels intensified. It feels rushed and crazy and scary and peaceful at the same time.  Meh. I'm really just updating so I can see my big ol' sobriety number.  Isn't that a beautiful thing?