Sweating my rear off
Well, well, well...here I sit..yet AGAIN..sweating my ass off thanks to my in laws. I came home from work today to find they had had the damn AC off ALL FUCKING DAY LONG! And they are expecting me to go find help to get the light bill paid because they do not have the money to pay it. I swear to god if it were not for my kids I would let the lights go off over this. It's hotter in the house than it is outside and we have all the windows open. Since the house was rebuilt it holds the air in the house better than it did before..which means when it gets hot in the house, unless you turn on the AC, it stays hot for a good long while.
As I am sitting here I have sweat literally rolling down my back. This is driving me absolutely nuts. And I WOULD go take a shower..if my husband would HURRY THE HELL UP AND GET OUT OF THE DAMN SHOWER HIMSELF ALREADY!
I'm trying so hard to keep my "cool" over this..but I am about to friggin pop and it won't be pretty when I do. I didn't really have to face it until about a couple of hours ago because I was kinda in and out of the house, so I was able to run the AC in my car and be somewhat comfortable for a little bit.
But I'm sitting here with sweat just rolling down my back, and I can literally feel my armpits "getting angry". If it were not for the HS I would just suck it up, but because I have HS it is pissing me off immensely. And I was having a relatively good day today, up until this.
Kids got up in a good mood today, I didn't feel completely miserable when I got up this morning, and work was relatively easy today and even got off early. But this shit has just about ruined it all. I'm trying so hard not to let it, but when you sit here and go "I know these assholes know that when I'm sitting here sweating, with sweat rolling off my back and shit, and knowing that I have HS, that it is going to aggravate my condition so what the fuck..do they just not care? do they realize this and like to see me suffer?" I swear it messes with your head so bad. And I know that between the sweltering heat and the stress this is placing already (like I said not to mention the fact that I can already feel my armpits getting "angry") on me I know I will be in for a nice flare. How bad it will be will be anyone's guess..I just know it's going to suck to be me.
Like I said..they better be glad me letting the light bill go unpaid would affect my kids, otherwise I'd tell them TURN THE SHIT ON OR I WILL LET IT GET SHUT OFF...IF I GOTTA SUFFER THEN YOU CAN TOO!
Please Lord help me to keep my sanity.
As I am sitting here I have sweat literally rolling down my back. This is driving me absolutely nuts. And I WOULD go take a shower..if my husband would HURRY THE HELL UP AND GET OUT OF THE DAMN SHOWER HIMSELF ALREADY!
I'm trying so hard to keep my "cool" over this..but I am about to friggin pop and it won't be pretty when I do. I didn't really have to face it until about a couple of hours ago because I was kinda in and out of the house, so I was able to run the AC in my car and be somewhat comfortable for a little bit.
But I'm sitting here with sweat just rolling down my back, and I can literally feel my armpits "getting angry". If it were not for the HS I would just suck it up, but because I have HS it is pissing me off immensely. And I was having a relatively good day today, up until this.
Kids got up in a good mood today, I didn't feel completely miserable when I got up this morning, and work was relatively easy today and even got off early. But this shit has just about ruined it all. I'm trying so hard not to let it, but when you sit here and go "I know these assholes know that when I'm sitting here sweating, with sweat rolling off my back and shit, and knowing that I have HS, that it is going to aggravate my condition so what the fuck..do they just not care? do they realize this and like to see me suffer?" I swear it messes with your head so bad. And I know that between the sweltering heat and the stress this is placing already (like I said not to mention the fact that I can already feel my armpits getting "angry") on me I know I will be in for a nice flare. How bad it will be will be anyone's guess..I just know it's going to suck to be me.
Like I said..they better be glad me letting the light bill go unpaid would affect my kids, otherwise I'd tell them TURN THE SHIT ON OR I WILL LET IT GET SHUT OFF...IF I GOTTA SUFFER THEN YOU CAN TOO!
Please Lord help me to keep my sanity.
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