Surviving Kind Of

I am starting each day at Zero and then I pick up through the day. So by dinner time I am about 6 or 5 anyway.
I spent a good deal of today chatting on here. Supportive people. Lik e doing this but I wish i had other hobbies, but I just dont....just smoking, watching TV, and the idea of reading but not actually doing much.
Just chat back to Ivan when he comes up with something......
but feeling better is better than nothing