Support System

It's so hard when your support system is pretty much nill. I always think maybe if I had a better support system I would be in a lot better shape. It's not like I do have friends but they are either far away or have their own lives to deal with. Someone else I'm close with or thought I was just disappeared. We were talking like everyday and after he just is gone. When I needed him the most he wasn't there for me. I was always there for him but he couldn't return the favor and this is the second time he has done this.I can be such a good friend but people take that for granted and that is just wrong.