support groups

I never used to have so many problems. I was a happy-go-lucky kind of girl. I was the one nobody worried about. But all that has changed now. Joining about four different groups on DS, I realize I do have problems. The distressing thing is, I am not seeking help and nobody knows. I have OCD, anxiety and emetophobia to name a few. It is very daunting marking myself with these conditions and somehow, it feels demeaning. I know that it a stupid thing to say but I feel like before I was some kind of amazing person who never had anything wrong with them but not I just have these horrible names stacking higher and higher. I wish they didn't exist. I don't even know what I am doing any more. I feel helpless that I do have this problems when I feel everybody else around me doesn't. The thing is, I haven't been to the doctor so my family do not believe I have anything wrong, even if I try to explain! It is better these day and I know it is ridiculous but I feel ASHAMED of myself for having things wrong. It is so unfair. I know I will never get help but I am facing up to my conditions so that is a good thing.