Sunday September 11, 2011

I can't stand being so darn lonely. I come in from work and hope the light is flashing on my answering machine, ya right! Dream on. I am in my 18th month now and I find it really isn't getting any better. My GF from San Diego staid for 7 days last month when our daughter got married and it was so great waking up and having another person in the house. I am starting to eat healthy again, and down 10 pounds. It is a start. My Dad is 96, my brother lives out of the country and I wish he could be here to share some of the load. Don't get me wrong, my Dad is amazing, lives on his own etc, but he has some health issues that worry me and I have no one to share that with. Dad would never be a burden to me, I love him deeply. Wouldn't it be great to have our "old" lives back?
Sorry to dump, just needed to vent. Hugs to all, Wendy